Sun, 28 Nov 2004 22:41:31 GMT

Most boring weekend of my life.
Other than Friday night, all I did was work.
Spent 6 hours on that stupid history pyramid.
Spent another hour [maybe] studying math [which I happen to not understand at all]
Studied some Biology, there goes another hour, and an hour of chem work.
All in all, worked my ass off for school this weekend.

After-Test-Resolutions:
Math Test: Do all my homework, frequent math help, get peer tutor, review.
Chem Test: Do more homework[as in finish it], get more help
Biology Test: Get peer tutor, extra help

I need to pass everything this semester or I am screwed.

Hahahaha.

Watch Hangman's Curse good movie, not as scary as I expected it to be.

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 23:18:03 GMT

[1] First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Jones
[2] Last word[s] you said: god damnit [hahaha dropped my phone on the floor]
[3] Last song you sang: What are you waiting for.
[4] Last person you hugged: dunoooo
[5] Last thing you laughed at: When Mzz. Sheen sent Cynthia flying into little chinese Andrews locker!
[6] Last time you said I dont remember:an hour ago
[7] Last time you cried: last night
[[[PRESENT]]]

[8] What are you listening to right now: Mocking bird - Eminem
[9] What colour socks are you wearing: black
[10] What's under your bed: dust maybe?
[11] What time did you wake up today: 7:10

[12] Current taste: peppermint gum! mmmm
[13] Current hair: straight dark brown! UNTIL TOMORROW! YES!
[14] Current clothes: chick pj pants and DC sweater
[15] Current annoyance: poeple being a bit ignoring! *most of you know who that is*
[16] Current longing: a fling! joking, meet some new people
[17] Current desktop picture: one of those gay XP backgrounds
[18] Current worry: that I'm going to die of not having enough sleep!
[19] Current hate: the way my parents talk to me
[20] Current favorite article of clothing: my black garage pants
[21] Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: facial features
[22] Last CD that you listened to: Lost Prophets
[23] Favorite place to be: Out of school, on the weekends watching movies and hanging out with friends
[24] Least favorite place: CHEMISTRY CLASS!

[25] Time you wake up in the morning: 710
[26] If you could play an instrument, what would you play: BASS!!! [learning soon!]
[27] Favorite color: black
[28] Do you believe in an afterlife: yes
[29] How tall are you: 5'6"
[30] Current favorite word/saying: thats fucking rediculous
[31] Favorite book: A Destiny of Souls
[32] Favorite season: fall
[33] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: My best friend fom elementry

[[[FUTURE]]]

[35] Where do you want to go: Europe! or Austrailia
[36] What is your career going to be like: dunno
[37] How many kids do you want: 2
[38] What kind of car will you have:

[[[HAVE YOU EVER...]]]

[39] Said "I love you" and meant it: no
[40] Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: dog, almost bit me!
[41] Been to New York: no
[42] Been to Florida: yes
[43] Been to California: no
[44] Been to Hawaii: no
[45] Been to Mexico: no
[46] Been to China: no
[47] Been to Canada: Citizennn!
[48] Danced naked: maybe.....hahaha
[49] Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: no
[50] Wanted to be the opposite sex: To see what its like not having a period!
[51] Had an imaginary friend: nah

[[[RANDOM]]]

[52] Do you have a crush on someone: yes
[53] What book are you reading now?: Interview with the Vampire
[54] Worst feeling in the world: ignored by someone you care about
[55] What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: more sleep please
[56] How many rings before you answer: answer what? 4
[57] Future daughter's name:
[58] Future son's name:
[59] Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no
[60] If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: president of a billion dollar coprate
[61] Wish you were here: Europe
[62] College plans: not sure...see how this year goes first
[63] Piercings: 3-1 [eyebrow got fucked up]

[[[THE EXTRA STUFF]]]

[64] Do you do drugs: yes
[65] Do you smoke: yes [not cigarettes]
[66] Who are your best friends: I don't have a best friend, I have many reallly GOOD FRIENDS[67] What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: Fructise
[68] What are you most scared of: waking up in an unfamiliar place
[69] What clothes do you sleep in: shorts and tank top
[70] Who is the last person that called you: Randi
[71] Where do you want to get married: On a tropical beach
[72] If you could change anything about yourself what would it be: shyness
[73] Who do you really hate: people who don't get the point
[74] Been In Love: No
[75] Are You Timely Or Always Late: 50/50
[76] Do You Have A Job: nope...sending resumes soon
[77] Do You Like Being Around People: yes
[78] Best feeling in the world: happiness
[79] Are you for world peace: yes
[80] Are you a health freak: sometimes
[81] Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: no
[82] Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: yes
[83] Are You Lonely Right Now: YES, in more goddamn ways than one
[84] Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: no
[85] Do You Want To Get Married: yes
[86] Do You Want Kids: yes

[[[IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...]]]

[87] Cried: Yes
[88] Bought Something: Yes
[89] Gotten Sick: Yes
[90] Sang: Yes
[91] Said I Love You: No
[92] Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: No
[93] Met Someone New: Yes
[94] Moved On: Yes
[95] Talked To Someone: Yes
[96] Had A Serious Talk: Yes
[97] Missed Someone: Yes [Even though they were right in front of me]
[98] Hugged Someone: Yes
[99] Kissed Someone: No
[100] Fought With Your Parents: Yes
[101] Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: Yes
[102] Had a lot of sleep: Not a chance

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 23:37:19 GMT

Dear Gillian,

Since you seem to have found my new livejournal,
Please fuck off!
and stop trying to comunicate with me, I dont like you I'm not your friend and don't expect that to change.

fucking lj stalker

A random thought at the end of an extraordinary day.

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 03:08:29 GMT

If you didn't know what to say,
If you didn't get how I felt,
Why the hell did you try.

If you would've just stayed away,
Not made an attempt at nothing,
Things could have been better,
Things could have worked.

But you screwed up,
and MY world crashed before you.

And I just watched,
Longing to stop it,
But I could do nothing more
Than witness my lifes end,
It was beyond my fucking control.

My fait was left in your goddamn hands,
How the fuck it got there...no one knows.

But you couldn't grasp it,
You let it slip,
You let me slip away.

[there is no explination]

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 23:36:46 GMT

testing one, two, three

inxdarkness

A *random* thought at the end of an extraordinary day.

A random thought at the end of an extraordinary day.